i wna thank the bes fren of 6th yr running..
i wna thank the boy hu's been dere for the 3rd yr running.. dont b mistaken.. im nt attached or wad.. deres jus dis special guy fren i haf i wna thank for always making mi feel at ease weneva he's ard.. n giving mi a strong sense of security.. i swear i can tell him everything n b mi true self wif him wif no worry... honestly speaking.... dese two pple haf been one of the greatest gifts of mi life(: n dey r one of the sweetest pple i trust... =D
honestly speaking.. wen u're in trouble or wad.. haf u eva tot hu's the fers pple u tink of in school.. dey r prolly the most impt pple to u dat u might not b conscious of..
let's jus b frank... i tink of the bes fren i tink of the boy.. thou dey may not b by mi side.. i tink of jing jing i tink of jiemin.. esp. jiemin i realised she's starting to surprise mi n more n more wif her actions her messages... n i so dno how to describe it cos all dese things r meant to b private=D

the presence of pple nver fail to gimme a sense of security.. in the staff match.. wif jiemin being the las man.. n jing jing on the rite side..n hearing jingjing scream n all.. n jiemin sweating her guts out wif her face getting so red.. n doing her bes for all the goal kicks.. i so swear dat i felt so secure n i wanted to return dat security.. n ya jiemin assured mi n told mi as i said b4.. she felt secure for the fers time wif mi at the goalpost(: not to forget other pple like dorcas n jasmin at the defence line hu gimme sense of security too..


sumtimes it's the words dat pple say dat makes mi face adversities bravely.. i remember sum1 said b4: dont b afraid of being sad.. cos i will always be behind u.. jus dat u dont see mi onli... all it matters is the presence of the person felt in mi heart... not the physical presence..

i can all the frens i wan in the world.. hu makes onli the physical presence in mi life.. if dey dont haf a place in mi heart.. dey prolly r jus a bunch of meaningful passing pple of mi life..
dose dat really leave a mark in mi heart.. r prolly the ones dat will stay as mi lifelong fren... n in VJ i see a few of such frens alr n i so mus say dat im really dat fortunate...

i noe to the bes fren.. she prolly tinks dat she doesnt make such an impact in mi life animore cos she cant b by mi side.. but i wna tell her.. no becos she believes in mi... she truly sincerelly believes in mi.. jus like how jiemin does... wen i tell certain pple certain things.. sum can say dey bliff.. but i dont feel it u get it.. but i feel the greatest strength frm her.. n it's becos of her belief.. dat i wna overcome all odds.. n make it all the way dere... it's her assurance dat kips mi gng n striving for the greatest improvement..
i noe most pple prolly wont noe wad im toking abt.. but yaa.. im striving for dis special something i haf been aiming for since las yr... n i can so tell u dat im willing to give up mani things in mi life currently except mi family n studies jus for it... the importance of it to me means alot.. it's more den jus for miself.. but for the pple hu mean the most to me... cos i wan dem to feel proud n happy for mi...
really i mean it....

so haf decided to throw everything else dat's insignificant n negative aside.. n jus focus on it.. im not left wif much time.. i swear im gna make it.. regardless wad...